makes me smile.
I used to be a reallllly creative kid. And I think I always kept the creativity, I just bottled it up. I was having a conversation with my ma the other day about this. I definitely lost the creative thoughts through my child hood somewhere in there. I think I turned it off somewhere around the age of 7 or maybe 8. I got mad. I got really mad. And I stayed mad until about last october for the most part. But I can cover it up pretty well.
A sweet boy walked into my life last October and turned my life back around. He makes me happy. He makes me see that there is a beautiful world out there and I can be apart of it, instead of my normal indifference toward everything. I realized that I finally have control and can make my own decisions and make my own happiness. So that is what I am doing. The creativity is back. And it is wonderful.
Now, I get to write, and paint, and photograph (and decorate a new home!).
I want to always be happy.
And I think I will!